When I'm not in the pink of health...

I realise how impt my health is to me.. especially with the jobs that I have..

Managing the cafe and the modelling agency requires loads of energy and zest.. which I realised were important.

I was terribly ill and feeling uneasy for the past 2 days.. but I cldnt have much rest cos of the heavy workload.. and I had to work while I was ill..

It was a horrible feeling.. Esp when Im at the cafe.. facing customers.. I had to put on more make-up cos I was pale..I cldnt speak well cos I had no energy and my poor customers had difficulty listening to what I was trying to say..

I had to shout till my voice went hoarse while training the gp of boys..

My whole body was just weak and achy..to the extent I cldnt slp at nite.. Grrr..

Ok enuf of whining.. I will get well soon...=)

Xoxoxo...

When Im moody, what do I do??

I just look at little cats and bunnies... Just so that I can minimise the spread of my moodiness to others..

And sometimes not looking to a human works better cos there is no one there to make u feel worse about things..

So aniwae, that's my friend's cat when it was a kitten.. I dream of having one to play with too!!

The longest tennis match ever and a great massage after..

Had my 2nd shot at a women's Doubles tournament last Sunday. Mon and I joined the STA intermediate tournament.. We were up against 2 newbies and I was telling her.. just "eat" them..

Never did I expect to have to play for 3 long hours to win them... yea.. complacency... It wasnt all about that tho..I was making too many mistakes.. and my hands were shaky cos I was a little nervous at the start..

It was 2pm and the sun was killing me.. after the 1st set, I was almost baked and roasted and my mind was just not there.. I almost did not know what I was doing.. kinda gone mad in the heat..

But nevertheless... a win means a win...Andrew and Perry were waiting for us the entire 3 hrs.. Their match was at 315 and they finished within an hr.. It was such a shame.. all the STA pple at KAllang were like wondering why the heck we were taking so long...

After that 3 hours, my whole body just fell apart.. my finger tips went all numb the entire evening after that.. I couldnt take it so I decided, after a long long long time, to have a full body massage the next day. I am lucky, cos there is one just at the clubhse..

Damn it was painful.. but she was strong, which made the whole massage all worthwhile..She was able to tell that there was alot of wind in my tummy by massaging my feet.. So clever..

And she said my whole body was so stiff.. Anw i always believed in massages.. rids the body of toxins, and it helps prevent ugly cellulite on the thighs and butt..

Woke up today and realised that I have bruises on my back.. That kind of internal bruise where we all call "Blue-Black"... But I dun care la.. I shall make it a point to visit her regularly..

My love

4 years of this big boy and a lifetime ahead..

His fave Large, Sweet Popcorns and XL drink.. which, in my opinion, look damn small in his hands..

Taken by Trav..

And taken by Nette.. who always get the wrong angle... Made his head look super big and half of me gone...

MY dear God Brother's Wedding =)

Had a super busy weekend last week.. sumthing is just not right with me.. I thought I've already had alot of rest...was supposed to attend the Ms Earth party on Sat but I zonked out...

I guess it was cos of the wedding that drained the hell out of me..But it was a sweet, lovely affair.. I was so touched when I saw the wedding videos I teared at times throughout the evening..


The wedding invite looked so cute.. the pics really resemble my god bro and his wifey..

It is the 1st wedding and probably the only one or two of an immediate family member that I'll ever attend..I treat my god-family like my own... cos after all, I spent most of my childhood with them.

I had lived under their care since I was a year old after dad and mum found out that the maid was feeding my milo instead of milk..Ever since, my godma, godpa, 2 gid sis, and god bro had always treated me much better than anyone at home.. I love reminiscing my childhood..

I lived with them on the 11th floor in Marine Parade. Back then, the night breeze and the lovely sea view and lights from the ships were lovely.. Everynight I would stand by the window and enjoy that breeze blowing strongly at me and waving madly at the sea..(I dont know y...) I still do love the sea and the breeze.. I still remember how my Godpa would bring me to Circus Circus, an arcade nearby.. He would just spend and spend on tokens so that I can get as much tickets i could to exchange for gifts. My Godbro would be there playing video games..

We lived near Parkway parade and we always walked there.. And the wet market which I always went with Godma to get food.. I still rem the stall selling live chicken, yong tau foo, the smelly kiam chye... noodles... I loved that my childhood was like this.. simple and thrifty..

I used to play with my Godbro cos we were around the same age.. He had loads of toys.. swords, guns, he-man figurines... And we would jump on the bed and fight with our swords..

It has been more than 20 years since I first stepped into my God family's home.. And Im glad and grateful that I still am a part of them today.. Anw, Li Hsia and my God Bro makes such a cute couple.. They are the kind whom i can never imagine quarelling.. 10 years of courtship since their TPJC days.. thats how much they love each other!

I was to be the female emcee for the wedding dinner that night. I had to look really presentable cos I had to be on stage alot.. I was at the hotel super early that day cos I was soo excited.. Had to make sure my makeup and hair was done properly for the night.. Did my own make-up but no matter wad, I just don't know how to do my hair..

This make-up artist was really fast.. dont know how she did it..

My Co-emcee, Cheng Siong. I finally got his name after we added each other on friendster.. It was kinda odd that I didnt ask for his name although we talked so much that night on stage and off stage..Both of us worked well with one another..

My God-ma and I with the bride and groom..the whole ballroom setting was lovely.. Nice Chandelier, flowers and stuff..

Bubbles came out in the background when the champagne was popped..

The night just passed in a flash..I guess the next wedding would be Valerie's...

GRRRRRRR....

Woke up today and not long before I was to go out, got a sms that wasnt that nice to see.. Damn it.. It made me very irritable... mood spoiler...

Luckily I had some balls to smash... released all my pent up morning frustrations through that.. otherwise, I would just feel soo lousy cos when im in that mood, I always am very rude to Daddy.. which makes me feel very very lousy and bad after that..

I wonder if it was the frustration in me..but I had difficulty breathing this mornin.. I wonder if my asthma problem is back.. had this feeling for the past few days.. couldn't breathe well.. had a tight sensation in my chest... sigh...

Thanks Trav dear for the new camera... was playing around with it the other day.. I like it when the pic is like that.. dark...anw, I guess the smile in this pic shall neutralise the moodiness and anger of this post..