Happy birthday mummy!

Its mummy's birthday today! We celebrated with a buffet dinner, as usual, at T3's crowne plaza.. expensive but not too bad a meal..

nice,fresh seafood, except for the Lobster, I guess,cos Trav dearee had a diarrhoea after that.

The cakes were not too good tho.. very limited selection, or maybe, just nothing fantastic..

Decided to get her something nicer this year.. after all, Im earning money already, and nothing I buy can match up to the amount of money she spent on me, and all the love and care she had showered upon me.

And not forgetting, taking care of fluffy when I get busy.. doing the dirty job of washing his cage and cleaning up his poo..

She's the best that I could ever ask for!

Some new pics..

     

Did this yesterday, just after I cried all day the day before.. I think loads of editing needs to be done at the eyebags!!! Managed to get photoshop and I edited these a little bit.. 

Hope after editing, my pics will look better.. and I hope I get better at my shoots.. need more port pics cos its been 3 years since Ive done any modelling jobs with my previous agency..

am finally ready to be back to modelling and working with Phantom management instead this time..hope i get to do some bridal shows or runways..miss the days.. so i'd betta work harder on the t-mill!

Thankew for making me feel better

On the day Fluffy left me, I was really devastated.. I cried out loud when I called my mummy to tell her the bad news, and later, also to Trav dearee.. I was glad I had them to cry to.. otherwise it would have been really hard..

Both my mum and Trav dearee rushed over.. mummy was really sad too.. she cried..

It was sweet of Trav dearee to take me to the kids kampung later in the afternoon so that i could feed the bunnies and be happy! They were really really cute!! And a few were of similar breed to Fluffy..

Fluffy, I believe was a cross between a lion head, above, and a loca rabbit, below. That explains his very cute looks and bushy hair on his head like the ones above, and his very warm personality, like the locals below.

I saw the bunnies and smiled!

And thankew Trav dearee for cooking my fave cheesy egg whites.. I didnt have much to eat that whole morning and afternoon.. and was starving later.. This is the best egg.. healthy too! Except for the cheese la..ha..

My Beloved baby had gone to heaven... Angel Fluffy maybe??

Found Fluffy as a baby 7 years ago when i was going jogging at bedok reservoir.. He was abandoned by some evil person!!

So I took him home and we bonded really well and really fast.

He would rush towards me whenever i return home and he was always the attention seeking bunny.. making loads of noise in the cage so that we would feed him..

He ate everything that a rabbit didnt! He disliked carrots, ate selected vege (leaf only) , apples, grapes, and his fave was bread! And He only ate the flesh of the apple, and wld leave the skin behind for me to dispose off

We put him up at pet hotels every yr when we travel, and i know he hated it cos each time I picked him up, he would just jump around and place his head at my hands so that I can stroke him.

He fell sick last year but I managed to nurse him back to health..that was the time we bonded the most and I felt how he depended so much on me like a little child.. 

 but I guess not this time...he's probably too old.. Im just curious as to why the vet didnt mention about him in critical state, and instead only told me to force feed him.. And how is it that after returning from the vet that he had such a dratic deterioration in his state..

I woke up at 430am last nite, and cldnt fall back aslp even tho i was tired.. So I went to feed him again and spent some time with him.. I already knew that he was not going to live long..I knew he was sad to leave cos he had tears in his eyes while I stroked him, the night I fed him b4 going to bed..

I got up early the at 8am again to check on him and feed him...this time, he wasnt able to eat at all.. all the food just came back out no matter how I put them into his mouth thru the syringe..his eyes cld hardly open..

I left to teach and was planning to take him to the vet at 11am when it opened.. but I guess he chose to leave quietly while I was away so that I wouldnt see him breathe his last.

But anyway,the day has come for him to become fluffy angel..and im sure he lived the best way a bunny could ever do...

 the little white butterfly that has been flying my mum at home for the past 2 days, leads him away..

Like a lil baby.. I gota be ready to let him go..

I brought him to the vet today cos I just couldnt wait till Tue (when his appt is fixed) cos I just felt that sumthg was really not right..

And true enough, he hid in a corner when I put him in the carrier cage throughout the drive to the vet..

Looking really down at the vet... I miss the playful fluffy I saw just earlier this week.. he was still not that bad actually.. even when i brought him home and left to settle some things..
But once i got home, my heart sank when I saw him slumped, lifeless in the cage..

Even after feeding him what the vet gave, he still lay in his cage with limbs spread out, looking really weak..

I fed him about an hour later.. (about half an hr ago)  while he was being cradled  btwn my knees again.. this time, I stroked his head and looked in his eyes..

I could see tears welling up in his eyes.. and he looked at me as though he was about to go.. and that he was sad.. I just couldnt help but shed some tears.. Altho he is just a lil bunny which ive had since 2002, Im really emotionally attached to him.. Im sure pet lovers will understand this..

Right now, even tho I can hardly stay awake, I cant slp and not worry if he will still be needing me to force feed him again..

My permanent passengers

The hello kitty was a bdae gift from a very good friend when I was 15!

And the little lamp (special spelling for her, she insists) was a gift from someone closest to my heart!

My Lunch for some days of the week

This must be the most unappetizing picture ever.. My white raddish soup with egg white lunch.

Am not really on a diet, I have always loved radish in japanese sauce (made into soup).. and i have loved egg whites since they day I was born.. So this makes an economical, healthy lunch!!
It fills me up for about 3 hrs, cos the raddish is rich in fibre.. so it helps me too Shit too!!! yay!

Being low in cals means that I can also have 2nd and 3rd helpings!
Call me crazy.. but my food preferences can just be this wierd..

An upcoming event at the cafe

Yep, events at my cafe have been keeping me busy, and sometimes a lil stressed..
I dreamed of this the night before..

It's an interesting competition this time round, and it was conceived by me! That's probably why Im so worried about it.. cos there is only this much I can do, and the rest is up to my partners at NTUC club who have the mass marketing tools..

Up next, the I love nebo photography competition!

The rain made us fat!

Love hanging out with these babes! The rain ruined our plans to cycle and blade at ECP today.. it was unfortunate (the pessimistic view: rain came down on us just as we arrived at the bicycle shop)

But I choose to look at it optimistically: luckily the rain came before we rented a bike..and before we went far out

So we ended up shopping instead, and eating and drinking along the way..

2 of my bridesmaid at my year end wedding! All the 4 of them are 175 or 176cm tall!! Taller than the guys!! haa...

and the 2 guys.. who can really protect us when we all hang out..

I forgot the name of the place we ate at, but the service at that outlet was pretty good! They took the initative to change the table for us when it was shaky, and they constantly refilled our water!

The menu was interesting too! But it really depends on ur luck whether your food would turn out yummy, cos the nice ones were really nice, but the not so nice ones were really bland and not worth paying for..

This thing that Trav dearee is looking at, is the Naan which I randomly picked from the menu. It was actually more like a thin crust pizza.. loved the cheese!!!

And they have really cute kiddy meals!! The cheese is cut into the shape of a cat!! and they also have ham cut to the shape of fish!! aawwwwww...

When the 5 of us hangout, it's easy to spot each other when we get lost or when we wanna look for one another.. haha.. we just need to look for each others heads sticking out from the crowd!

OMG.. it is just a tiny lizard

Yes, about 5 mins ago, I spotted a tiny lizard, about 4cm long, on my wall clock..

Its tiny head was sticking out and it was staring at me... So I went to get the sheidltox and sprayed at the wall and the clock until the wall has now a big patch of insecticide.. 

The lizard didnt move, it just went behind the clock to hide, so I hit sumthing near the clock and the lizard fell down... and I screamed!!!

So I called my mummy, but she was afraid.. so we got Daddy... He had to rummage thru the things on the shelf but the tiny thing was actually on my desk!!

I guess it fainted and so daddy threw it away.  im damn paranoid still cos I am sitting away from the table where the lizard was... and I actually broke out in sweat.. just managed to cool down a lil.. and my heart was pounding..
And now I spot a tail like thing on the table!!! ARGH!!! I really dont know if it is the tail or not, cos it also looks like an eraser shaving..but I dont recall using an eraser...

Argh!! All these just bcos of a tiny thing...but seriously, I just cant help it.. since young, my dad wld say, "its just a tiny lizard.. u are so big, and u are scared of such a small thing"

And I would reply.." bcos they are so ugly..."      .... hairs stand..

Oh no.. did he see me stealing the pizza??

Hello... hello kitties..

This is my massive collection of hello kitties.. hidden up in the cupboard.. never knew I have so many of them..

Imagine moving in to Trav;s house with all these.. and him hugging them to sleep!!

Look what I found!!!

And I bet most of my students will not know what this is..