Like a lil baby.. I gota be ready to let him go..

I brought him to the vet today cos I just couldnt wait till Tue (when his appt is fixed) cos I just felt that sumthg was really not right..

And true enough, he hid in a corner when I put him in the carrier cage throughout the drive to the vet..

Looking really down at the vet... I miss the playful fluffy I saw just earlier this week.. he was still not that bad actually.. even when i brought him home and left to settle some things..
But once i got home, my heart sank when I saw him slumped, lifeless in the cage..

Even after feeding him what the vet gave, he still lay in his cage with limbs spread out, looking really weak..

I fed him about an hour later.. (about half an hr ago)  while he was being cradled  btwn my knees again.. this time, I stroked his head and looked in his eyes..

I could see tears welling up in his eyes.. and he looked at me as though he was about to go.. and that he was sad.. I just couldnt help but shed some tears.. Altho he is just a lil bunny which ive had since 2002, Im really emotionally attached to him.. Im sure pet lovers will understand this..

Right now, even tho I can hardly stay awake, I cant slp and not worry if he will still be needing me to force feed him again..