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Everything is topsy turvy today.. I just feel like crying out loud at everything around me in the room...

I guess it's all pent up frustrations of things that I was unhappy with previously, but just tat I cldnt find how to express it all.. I gotta learn how to express my unhappiness more appropriately, finding the correct words that do not mislead and make things sound worse than they actually are..

I need to manage my feelings too.. controlling that anger whenever I feel pissed.. I always feel my heart racing and blood rushing through my veins when Im really pissed off..

I need to learn how to say that I dont feel right about it when Im being blamed for things that I dont even know why I am blamed for.. I need to learn to balance being nice to people and being too nice till I get blamed when things go wrong.. I need to balance being nice and getting taken advantage of just cos Im nice..

So many I needs.. So much frustrations.. So much so that I dont even know what is the root of all the frustration in me today..

Maybe I just need a nice break, away from my Laptop, away from my mobile phone.. No customers calling or messaging past midnight, no emails to reply to.. Away from buildings and urbanization..

Sucky pple.. sucky music.. The all things sucky day

Had a sligtly sucky day today...

Had a complain from a grp of sucky customers whom I saw at the cafe yesterday.. It was a good thing Trav and I were there yesterday to witness who they are..

Long story.. but anw, I just wanna say, I am apalled to have seen a few cases of sucky attitudes in teenagers around the age of 18 or 19.. Arrogant, thinking that they are educated and thus can take advantage of those who seem less qualified than them..

They actually thought I was a staff.. and complained about me... I wished I cld just throw the fact in their face that I AM THE BOSS and I am in no way less qualified than them in ALL ways..

Anywaes, Im glad Ive met nice teenagers at the cafe too! Both the Customers and my staff.. Well mannered, hard working pple.. These are the ones who will do well in society..

Not those arrogant Bastards..

Headed to the gym this morning for a run and some weights.. I felt sucky.. cldnt run like last time.. And I felt flabby all over.. Grrr... Hate this feeling and I really miss the feeling of tightness and tautness throughout my bod.. Grrr.. blame the fatty genes..

And I had sucky earphones.. Bought them just this Monday, and they were supposed to be Good.. But they sucked.. They only are good at making me deaf..And it was supposed to block out the noise from everywhere else.. but, I cld hear that woman on the bike next to me yakking away in her stupid heavily accented chinese.. which irritates me esp when im working out!!

And there was the sucky music on my ipod. Ironically, the music selection in MY Ipod was a bore.. time to ditch the songs for nicer ones..

And then, there was the sucky sickly feeling after my gym session.. My whole body felt weak and I felt faint suddenly when I was at nebo... Sigh..

But I was glad that all that suckiness was neutralised by the toy that Trav dear bought me!! Dumbo Deary!

Its really damn cute and nice and soft! And his eyes resemble mine!! (see below)

And I like it cos it is fat and huggable.. just the way i like..

GReed is the root of all Flabs

Sigh...I had been too greedy lately.. and thus end up feeling horribly flabby...I was at the gym today and looking at those flabs in the thighs and everywhere, I decided to make changes to my work out regime and cut down on those fatty chocorolls..

No More buying in tins.. and Ive decided to fit in gym on the days I dont play tennis.. I need to run more...


My bunny had been greedy lately too! He does not eat the usual Bunny food, ie carrots, vege.. Instead, he craves for Pandan bread... The entire loaf was all fed to him.

Cos... I always give in when Fluffy gives me the puppy eye look...He ate an entire half a slice that day all at once!!

This is another Greedy boy! We chanced upon this funny chocoroll at NTUC the other day.. Cute name for a box of choco roll.. But it didnt taste good...

Im glad to have a greedy buddy, Trav Dear.. At least, I have sum1 to eat 70% of the junk whenever we share junk food!! MUACKXXX

A new Bear-CAt

Got a new little addition to nettyland toys lately.. Trav dear and I were walking around PS and he brought me to the place that makes soft toys! I forgot what its name is.. but there are a few outlets around...

Here are the steps in making this cutie

Step 1: Pick the toy u want... They have loads of un-fluffed toys for you to pick from.. tigers, rabbits, cats, bears.. dinos..

I chose this pinkish bear cos it was one of the cheaper few, at about $25.90.. and it could pass of as a cute little cat which I was looking for

Step 2: Select a voice for the toy.. Since I had meant this to be a little cat, I chose the one that said MEeeowww Meoowww Meoowwww...

Step 3: Fluff the flat bear.. this is where the back of the bear has a tube inserted.. and u get to choose hard or soft.. I wanted it soft so that I cld hug it.. but Tracv said the hard one cld last longer.. and remind me of his toned body when he is dieting..

hah...

but I prefer the soft one still la... the feeling of his soft and cute stomach..

Step 4: Pick a heart for the toy.. hold the heart in ur hand and make a wish.. and then kiss the heart before it is placed inside the bear... Afterwhich the bear wld be sewn up..

Step 5: Pick the bear's undergarmets, clothes, accessories.. I cldnt decide what to pick, and thot the price wasnt right.. not worth the $.. so my bear went home... NAKED!!

The last step involved printing her birth cert and giving it a name.. so here's mine...

Thankew DEary!!