A "manless" weekend at home

Feels weird having 3 women at home this weekend.. My mum, my aunt and myself.. Daddy is away at Genting, my half a man brother is away in HK

After Trav deary left my place, the whole house felt kinda wierd..like a lack of masculinity, or testosterone? haa... Or a lack of that sense of securty?? So I hide in my little room and wait to watch Miss World Festival live.. that's if I can keep myself awake..

I love watching pageants, since I had been in 2 before.. but I have lost hope watching the poor standard of our national pageants in the recent years.. its sad that our people just enjoy poking fun at the poor contestants..

Watched the junior national bodybuilding competition today.. I wasnt really used to looking at such small, scrawny men with abs tho..

Yesterday was Trav's Granny's funeral.. I wasnt at the funeral but that same morning, I dreamt of 4 numbers.. It was on a blanket at the funeral in my dreams.. I did not tell anyone but Trav dear.. dun wan the whole world to go buy the 4 numbers..too meaningless..The number didnt open today.. but Im sure His Granny would bless me in other ways.. but that $ wld help abit.. I wld donate some to the childrens home..

December had been a rather busy but fufiling month.. spent the whole of yesterday doing this and that, hurrying here and there.. no wonder I slept thru the alarm for tennis today..