This sounds so emo, but that's how Ive been feeling lately..Trav hasnt been feeling well lately, and the negative energy from this has affected me quite a bit..
Ive havent really felt "happy" happy for a while..I'm always worried about what the problem is with his stomach, and when you really care for someone, all that rubbish "what ifs" keep popping up in my mind endlessly..and even when I try to brush these negative thots aside, they can never really go away..
And perhaps it's time we have a nice long break.. working our butts off for the past weeks robbed us of time out together..I miss going to special places like the zoo, or even the mall with Trav..but if he doesnt get any better, we will also not be able to go out to have fun..
And perhaps, we girls need a little nice surprise sometimes..perhaps I should fall ill too.. then I get some nice surprises and someone to cook me porridge, buy my fave sweets and feel that little lub lub feeling...
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment